Future

Future

I may go to college a year later than my classmates
because I think I need more time to prepare for the application
I hope that I can get into a good college
and I assume that I will go to it next year
and I will have one free year that I can do anything I want
I will go travelling
go to places that I have been and have not been
to meet different people
to listen different stories
to tell and write my own stories that are packed in my backpack
I may stay at a cheap hotel
There is no hot water
It may smell bad
but I may meet some people holding guitars
some people packing cameras
some people who do not know each other
but smile after the first glance
Everyone here does not know anyone
Everyone here knows everyone
They all have stories
and other people won't ask
It's up to them if they want to tell strangers
Most of them do
because the people who listen to their stories
may not appear in their life again
Leaving people teach me that
losing is a common thing
Don't be sad
you will meet more people
who have experienced more than
people you currently know
Go on kid
You still have a long way to go
And then they leave
and I leave too
There are always young people
entering and leaving the hotels
Some of them think that
the room is their home
even it smells
They don't care
every place they have been is their home
Then they won't feel lonely
if they treat the whole world a
as their home
then they won't get lost
There are always people who do not care about anything
I can also learn something from them
even they don't talk to me
Sometimes I know you have been in a story once
even though I do not know the person's name
but I know that I will remember them in my future
and so do them
After a period
I will come home
pack my bags and prepare for college
I am always afriad of new environment
because I assume that I am asocial
Travelling is different
and I'm not afraid of it
I love it
I can find myself on my road trip
I can feel that I do exist in this world
I will fall in love with a stranger in a strange city
and then leave without any worries or regret
Maybe I will go home
sleep in
and have breakfast mom makes me
and stay at home all day long
watch videos
write something if I feel good
and read books
If I have time
I may clean up my bookshelf
and put away all my loving books 
because I'm leaving
I'm not leaving you
I'm not leaving for a while
just a little while
The minute I just spend
will be a part of my past
Maybe letting every minute in my life
be rememberable and vaulable
is a good idea
It will be cool to have
a meaningful life
I won't care about other people's opinions
Do whatever I want
and go home sometime to take a walk
with mom and dad
after supper I make for them
It must be a delightful future
Don't you think so